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  As the two started to walk toward their respective doors, Addison added, “Remove all clothing, jewelry, watches—anything that can be a distraction.”

  “Okay, Doc,” Dan muttered before slipping through his door.

  Elaine paused and looked back at the Addison. “What if he doesn’t like what he sees?”

  Addison pointed toward the door Dan had gone through. “That man has seen you at your worst. He’s been with you through the birth of three children. He came here because you asked him to. He loves you. To him, you couldn’t be lovelier.”

  At times, it was hard to not covet what others had, in particular what Dan and Elaine had. Decland flashed through her mind, although she hid how painful it was to be around a loving couple when her fledgling relationship was clearly going to shit. Her heart was slowly ripping in two.

  A silent tear rolled down Elaine’s cheek. Swiping her hand over her face quickly, she whispered “thank you” right before she closed the door.

  ***

  Making a private couple comfortable during an intimate act was damn near impossible, but the proof was in the pudding, so to speak. Addison had worked successfully with thousands of couples, published a book and had a talk show interview scheduled for next week. So what if her heart was hurting? She was a God damn professional, and she could handle this. As she let her chestnut hair out of its tight bun, she was preparing for the second half of her session with Dan and Elaine. In the back room of her office, she had what she like to refer to as “the Implementation Chamber.” It was a smaller room with a special floor that she’d put in herself. It was wall-to-wall matting, which she covered with sterile sheets that were cleaned after every session. Pillows were strewn about the room, each one a different color and more plush than the next. Though technically it was a doctor’s office, a white sanitary area hardly inspires sexual acts.

  The walls were a warm light brown, and as Addison dimed the lights to what would be considered a romantic level, she wasn’t finished yet. Many shelves lined the walls, each one covered in fake candles, which she was now switching on. Putting on light music helped avoid any awkward silences. Pulling her own robe tightly to her chest, she knew the only way her patients would be comfortable was if she blended into the room like one of the pillows. Her multi-colored silk robe covered her body from neck to ankle. It was a way to put herself on the same level as her patients without suggesting she be physically involved. The first time she’d tried this approach, she’d been nervous, breathy, hell, even a little aroused. But now, after not knowing what to do about Decland, she could hardly concentrate.

  One of the doors slid open as Dan came slowly into the room, wringing his hands. His plain gold wedding band glinted off of his left hand. Addison’s eyes were immediately drawn to it. Following her gaze, Dan glanced down. “I haven’t taken this off in almost sixteen years.” He flexed his fingers as if remembering his wedding day. Looking up at Addison with grave brown eyes, he squared his shoulders, challenging her. “I ain’t taking it off.”

  Now that’s commitment. An instant smile spread across her face. “Okay, no problem.”

  Raising his eyebrows, he confirmed, “No problem. Okay then.” He rolled his shoulders as if he’d just won a small battle by having defied her. “So how’s this going to go for us, Doc?”

  Addison lowered herself to the floor. Leaning up against the wall, she propped a pillow behind her back. She answered simply, “We’ve already discussed this in detail.”

  “Ah, that’s not what I mean. Are we gonna make it?” he asked, motioning to the door through which Elaine had yet to enter.

  Times like this were when Addison knew that couples like Dan and Elaine would make it. “I have confidence that you both will work hard to repair the state of your relationship.”

  “No shit, Doc. That’s what we’re doing here. What I’m askin’ is are we going to get better? Is she going to be happy?”

  A man who never takes no for an answer when it comes to making his woman happy would indeed get what he wanted. “Dan, I think you and Elaine will be just fine.” She crossed her legs at her ankle, feeling confident in her capabilities to help others. It was strange to think that while many couples turned toward her for help, she couldn’t save her own relationship in the same way. That was a stinging realization. As her hurt turned from a sharp stabbing to a dull pain, she wondered if maybe she should talk to Decland before she went off the deep end. Or were they just completely fucked?

  Dan grunted as if that were answer enough for him. Moving farther into the room, he found a spot on the floor. Instead of just dropping down and waiting, he began to move pillows around making a nest-like area. His cream-colored silk robe gaped at the top revealing a startlingly toned chest. Did Decland care about her enough to work to save what they had? Would he be like Dan, committed to her and just wanting to make things better? He hadn’t even spoken to her about what was troubling him. At a minute like this when she was about to guide a couple to learning each other’s bodies again, she’d remembered how she and Decland knew each other’s bodies inside and out. But was that enough? They needed more; they needed love like Dan and Elaine. Was she jealous of the love these two shared? Absolutely…

  The other door slowly slid open. Elaine stood with the light shining in from the other room. Her golden hair looked like a halo; her cream-colored matching robe hit just at the top of her thighs. Through the thin material, her pearled nips were clearly visible. She smiled at Dan. He swallowed loudly. “Mother of God,” he muttered as she moved toward him, her light eyes never wavering from his dark ones.

  A dainty giggle trickled from her lips as she stopped in front of him. “Is this for me?” She motioned to the bed of pillows.

  He nodded wordlessly. Elaine dropped to her knees and crawled up the pillows. Spreading herself out like she was a queen, all the confidence in the world rolled off of her in waves. But when her eyes met Addison’s, the good doctor saw a glimpse of self-doubt. Taking a deep breath, Elaine reached out for her husband despite showing Addison her inner nerves.

  Calling out sexual orders from across the room wouldn’t work for situations such as these. This wasn’t some cheap porno made in the basement of some shady house. This was her job, and as she moved in closer to the couple, Dan slid in beside Elaine grasping her hand and wrapping it around his torso as he dropped down next to her. For a moment, they both paused, not seeming to know what to do. Before the tension grew, Addison spoke low and firmly. “Now is the time to get comfortable. Run your hands over each other. Learn your partner’s body. Dan, start at Elaine’s calf. Run your hands up and down her legs.”

  His eyes never wavered from his wife, as if looking at Addison would ruin the moment. He focused on what was the comforting part about being in the room. His hands shook as he began to message his wife’s legs, exploring her. Instinctively, Elaine began rubbing her hands over his chest and shoulders, silently urging him on.

  “Am I doing okay?” he asked tentatively.

  In a low tone, Addison advised, “There is no right or wrong here. Just touching, exploring and learning.” She paused. “Elaine, answer his question. It is important to show both physical and verbal signs that you are liking what he’s doing.”

  Elaine nodded and squeezed in closer. Pressing her breasts in to Dan, her head fell back for a moment, her eyes closing as she gave a little sigh of pleasure.

  Whispering, Addison pointed out, “That’s a sign of pleasure for her. Do what feels natural. Do you want to cup her breasts?”

  Dan groaned, “Oh, God, yes.”

  “Then don’t hesitate,” Addison encouraged.

  His hand flew to Elaine’s robe. He slid his thumb over her taut nipple, pressing himself closer. His erection was visible as his length forced the robe farther away from his body. No problems in that area, Addison mused as she watched this couple begin to enjoy each other the same way she and Decland did. “Continue doing that as you kiss up and down her body. Show that
you can pay attention to all of her.”

  Dan slid up farther and rolled on top of Elaine. Her legs fell wide accommodating him, another sign that things were going well. “Elaine, you can wrap your arms around him, stroke his back, return his kisses.”

  Dan groaned as Elaine stroked his back, her fingers digging into him each time he kissed and sucked her neck. Slowly, he made his way down toward her breast. Pulling her robe aside, he looked up at her and paused, waiting for permission. Addison whispered, “He needs you to guide him here. Rather than waiting for a vocal question, he’s giving you a physical cue. You need to answer.”

  Elaine nodded understanding. Looking down at her husband, she cupped her breasts presenting them to him, asking him for his mouth. Dan growled. It was a feral, masculine sound that made Elaine’s eyes widen then roll back into her head as he latched on to her nipple. His tongue flicked outward. As his eyes closed in pleasure, the feeling of suckling his wife caused his skin to break out in goose bumps. Elaine threaded her fingers through his hair. Each time he did something she liked, she gave a little tug urging him on for more. Suddenly, she reached up. Pulling the other half of the robe aside, she allowed her milky breast to spill out. She grabbed it and presented it to him, wanting Dan to lavish attention upon the other.

  Pulling away for only a moment, he smiled up at her. Moving over to the second breast, the mood in the room lightened as these two learned each other’s “tells” very quickly. Slowly, Dan began to rock against Elaine, the robes keeping a small distance between the two of them. Addison whispered, “We are not seeking penetration here. But I’d like to change things a bit. Dan, lift Elaine and switch positions. Let her spread on top of you.”

  Immediately, Dan reached under Elaine. Grabbing her bottom, he flipped them. Instantly, he was under her. Elaine spread over him awkwardly, her knees on either side of his hips, her hands pressed into his chest. She sat frozen, not knowing what to do.

  “This is out of your comfort zone, but clearly something Dan doesn’t mind doing.” The large smile that spread across Dan’s face at that comment caused Elaine to giggle slightly.

  “Dan, because you seem more comfortable, it is up to you to bring her comfort level back. Keep running your hands over her. Pay attention to her breasts.”

  He wagged his eyebrows at his wife, and even Addison had to smile at the intimate play, the way he was working at this and seemed to be enjoying himself. She knew what is was to feel that way around someone because that’s how she felt with Decland. Grabbing both sides of his wife’s robe, he pulled it apart allowing the fabric to pool around her elbow and drape off of her slender shoulders. His fingers crawled up her back as he pulled her closer, wrapping his arms around her in a vise-like grip.

  “Good, now be creative. What is it that you want to do?”

  Without looking at Addison, a million emotions crossed Dan’s face. “I want to bury myself so deep in her, she’ll feel it for days.”

  Elaine gasped at his bluntness but began rocking herself against him, pulling their robes out of the way. Revealing Dan’s toned upper body, his muscles flexed as he grabbed his wife harder. Addison could see that he was allowing himself to slide up against Elaine. “Dan, allow Elaine to find a pace that’s comfortable for her. She’s on top. You need to let her find the most pleasurable way.”

  He didn’t answer, but he stilled his hips allowing Elaine to take over. Tentatively at first, she spread her legs wider reaching between them. Addison could see she’d positioned Dan’s length just so he would slide between her legs and rub up against her clit each time she rocked her hips. Her head fell back as she found her rhythm, moaning deeply, her breathing beginning to hitch as her robe fell around her waist. Dan’s eyes were wide as he held onto her, his voice low and throaty. “That’s it. Keep going.”

  Addison couldn’t be happier. They were following her directions beautifully and seemed to be very comfortable with her in the room, acting as if she wasn’t there. Elaine was getting very close to making herself come. Her body was tense, shaking with need. Her fingers dug into Dan’s shoulders. She’d begun to squeeze him with her thighs. Her movements weren’t as fluid—her hips jerked roughly as she fought to find that place to let go. Now was not the time for her to come. Addison wanted this to last a bit longer between them. The connection was there. Their bodies were slick with sweat. “Dan, I want you to flip Elaine back over.”

  He shook his head. “Not yet, Doc,” he said through clenched teeth, his eyes wide as she rode him harder, his straining cock sliding between her slick folds and rubbing over her tight nub.

  Addison knew the position well. It was so close to what she and Decland enjoyed that she found herself jealous. “Flip her now, Dan.”

  With a groan, he lifted Elaine and flipped her to her back. Elaine seemed to come out of a daze. “Wait. What happened?”

  Dan sighed. “She told me to flip you.”

  “But why?” she all but whined as her head fell back onto the multicolored pillow.

  “Because it’s not time for you to come yet. We have other things that we need to do,” Addison explained. Elaine nodded, taking a deep, calming breath.

  “Good. Now Dan, slide down. It’s time for you to get very acquainted with your wife.”

  Elaine gasped and closed her knees around Dan’s torso. Dan instantly began rubbing his hands up and down her thighs, smiling at her reassuringly. “I want to do this.” He kissed her neck. “I need to do this…” Kissing his way down her breasts, he stopped at each one giving them proper attention—licking, sucking, nibbling them. Elaine began to relax, her legs falling open farther, her back arching into his touch, her hands clenching him closer with every move he made leaving little red marks in his skin.

  Whispering once more, Addison instructed, “Keep moving down her body, just like you’re doing.” It was the way Decland crawled around her body. God, it wasn’t just that she was mad at him. Secretly, she didn’t want things to be over. Dan slid down Elaine’s body, running his erection over her curves and sliding it over her damp folds before he allowed his body to lie on the ground, his mouth just hovering over her core. In his excitement, he set in, ferociously tonguing her. Elaine squeezed and her knees closed up around his head but not enough to stop him. Addison spoke softly. “Dan, you need to back off for a moment. Elaine’s body language is telling you it’s too much.”

  Dan pulled back and looked at Addison, his lips glistening with her wetness. “What should I do?” he asked, unabashed.

  “First, remember she needs to get used to having you in such an intimate position. Kiss her tenderly. Give her little licks so that she gets used to you.” Dan followed directions beautifully. His tongue flicked out gently in between small kisses. Elaine’s knees fell open, her hips lifting up off the floor toward his mouth begging for more. “So good,” she mumbled as her body undulated beneath him.

  “Run the tip of your tongue over her clit. Massage it gently as if you were licking whipped cream off the top of a cherry.”

  Dan pulled back, flicking his tongue over Elaine’s clit. His eyes rolled into the back of his head as if she were the sweetest treat he’d ever had. Her body responded instantly. Her flat stomach began to quiver as he continued his onslaught. Searching for more, she thrust up off the floor, needing more but not finding it in his gentle touch. Her hair was a wild tangle that fanned out around her head. Her eyes were squeezed shut as her head thrust back with a loud moan. Reaching out, she was looking for anything to hold onto as she grabbed at the pillows around her. Dan never changed his pace. He savored every moment of making his wife squirm.

  “Okay, now she’s building up. See the tension in her body? The way she begging you for more? Now is the time to insert a finger into her and begin pumping it in and out. Then use your tongue more forcefully, like you’ve already savored that cherry, and now it’s time for the ice cream.”

  The moment his finger slipped inside her, Elaine’s eyes shot wide as she cried out, her
back arching off of the floor. “God, yes!”

  Dan’s tongue flattened out putting more pressure on her engorged clit. His fingers found the rhythm her bouncing pelvis set. The muscles in his arms continually flexed as he pumped into her. Her breath huffed out erratically as her body twisted in torturous pleasure.

  “I want you to make her come, Dan,” Addison whispered. “Add a second finger in her.”

  Once he did, Elaine started begging, “Please, so close.” Her head lifted up off the pillows to look down at him. When their eyes met, she moaned and fell back once again.

  “Okay, Dan, suck on her clit and keep using your fingers on her faster and harder. But keep the suction going. If you can get her clit between your lips for a moment just to increase the pressure, it’d be good.”

  Dan grabbed the back of Elaine’s thigh and pushed her knee up and out of the way. His mouth was hot on her wet slit, and the moment his lips closed around her clit, her whole body bucked wildly. His fingers were constantly in motion, harder, faster, deeper, driving Elaine to the brink. Addison watched as the two of them savored each other. The sounds of slipping wetness filled the room. Suddenly, Elaine’s back bowed off the floor. She grabbed the back of Dan’s head forcing him to stay on her clit. She cried out, her moans echoing around the room as she exploded into ecstasy. Her hips thrust wildly as her orgasm tore through her.

  “Holy shit!” she cried breathlessly as her body began to calm. Soon, she was pushing Dan off of her now all-too-sensitive clit. Falling back on the pillows, she went completely limp as she looked up at him with adoration. “That was amazing.”

  His answering smile was all Addison needed to know that she’d done her job in helping Elaine reach her pleasure quota of the day. Dan’s ridged shaft stood proud as he looked over his wife’s naked body like he was ready to devour her once again. It was the way Decland looked at her. Why couldn’t they have a part of this? Years together, a future together? She was hurting and wanted to make him hurt, too; but if he would work at it with her, she’d forgive him… easily.